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SIF ASGAUT
That long promised time away from the Manse was finally being fulfilled to both her daughter and her husband before she would migrate back to the routines of her job. The breath in of Lowland air already had her fur soothing and a brightness forming within her gaze, happy to be almost to where she called home. Her birthplace, it had been so long since she had been here last. It felt like a lifetime as she recalled she was pregnant the last time she touched anywhere her family used to keep pride in. Glancing at her children, she couldn’t really believe how big they were now compared to when they were only just growing inside of her womb, protected by a flesh that at times hadn’t wanted to protect them at all. She was glad Khepri had talked her out of offing them with herself that day as adoration filled her gaze as she looked back ahead.
For always wanting to be out and about exploring new things, she was surprised to see how tame both were and oddly quiet. Where they weren’t the loudest children in the world, she would have thought they would be scoping everything out and asking her a million questions the moment they left the Mainlands. Instead, they seemed distracted, and she could only guess why. Death likely had them grieving still, emotionally isolating but she would have thought a change of scenery would be enough to liven that up. It seemed she still wasn’t good at this mothering thing no matter which of her children were at her side and that made a knife sink into her stomach. A sigh dragged past her lips, admitting defeat silently as the sway of her tail would fade and go limp. So much for a happy day out in the new world. Even Khepri seemed distant in a way, though that wasn’t as surprising. He was always depressed since the day she met him. An ear twitched at the two male voices that carried singular word banter about what the flakes were that started to tumble down, and it brought at least somewhat of a smile to visage that they were both at least talking. The question posed to her would make her chuckle just a touch, tilting her head up to take in the beauty above as it drifted down peacefully as if in a waltz. “As your father said, it’s snow and it smells like me because I was born here. Snow always lines the mountain tops. This was the land I’ve told you two about countless times. What you two would have inherited had the Asgaut line not fallen,” she sounded more at ease than usual, at peace. She found it strange how scared Haskell seemed to be over the substance, but she supposed she couldn’t blame him. She knew it since she was born while this was his first experience. “A place I always wanted to call home again,” she said, glancing over at the man of false golds with a more genuine smile. Melrose wasn’t where she wanted to move back to, she wanted to call Mirror Lake or Maiden’s Braid her home once more once she retired for good. She wondered if he would find the allure in that. table by rae - manip by amphi |
Sheik had been lost in thought as she'd meandered with the rest of her family to the Lowlands, to the place her mother had been born. It had been a promise lingering between them for a while now and while she'd initially been excited to go and explore that feeling had dwindled since. She was afraid now, to leave her own home behind, because when you did you got hurt. Even now, as they walked through the freshly fallen snow, she worried. What if the wolf that had hurt Haskell found them? What if a rouge band of Jacobites came their way? She swallowed nervously and looked from her brother to her mother and back again as they surveyed the snow, talking about it... like nothing was wrong.
It wasn't until her father nudged her that she offered a faint and fleeting smile of her own. She stopped and looked at the snowflakes, far less interested in them than her brother, and then looked to her mother again as she mentioned wishing to call this place home again some day. Sheik blinked, her blue eyes shifting to glance at her father to gauge his reaction, to hear his thoughts. The Manse was their home, it was all Sheik had ever known in her short life and she wasn't keen on leaving its safety anytime soon. But she knew that families did not always stay together as the Tiamats did. They grew up and grew apart sometimes. Her little heart pattered against her chest at the thought of her parents being so far away from wherever she decided to live, to stay. |
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SIF ASGAUT
She watched her two not so little ones show a varied assortment of interest and it admittedly left her even more sad in a way that they weren’t being more energetic. Instead, it would appear her daughter found it an entirely appalling thought to even live here as the girl as what seemed like such a silly question to the women not born a noble life. Were her children really so spoiled? Even her eldest had never asked where she could stay but she supposed she also had shown her the lake far earlier than she had done with them, introducing her far more of the Asguat culture as a baby. Then she had these two that had been isolated in the Mainlands entirely, allowing perhaps even less freedom since she had been so adamant on keeping them safe from the war. To think Aurora was the more adventured one, it might have made her laugh if it wasn’t so sad.
Khepri’s approach would make a livelier smile touch her eye, taking in his approach with a warm sway of her tail, not that he was who she was hoping to awe inspire his support meant the world to her. Gently, she would lean into her husband’s side with a soft nuzzle against his shoulder as he spoke first. She was glad he approved, more than she would ever allow him to know beyond a gentle kiss upon his cheek before focusing on the children once more. Moving toward Sheik while Haskell moved away, her ear would flick before coiling around the young girl to be at eye level with her, resting her head against the soft copper tones of the other’s. Raising a paw, she would point toward the mountains further ahead that overlooked the Lake and stretched as far as the eye could see, piercing the pale blue sky and fading into the falling snow. “Nature’s houses, sweetie. There are caverns that act like even sturdier builds, perhaps made even of the same stone. They might not be as lavished as you are used to but with some time and effort, you can make it so by letting your creativity flow,” she chuckled a touch, trying her hardest to be understanding of such a naive mind. An ear would swivel toward the sound of her boys chattering, slowly turning her head to see them looking even more gloomy, though she didn’t quite catch what their son had asked for the mood to fall even further into the pits of despair. In that sense, she couldn’t offer reassurance to those caramel hues that sought it. What Khepri said she would hear, and her heart lurched as her gaze turned away from the two, finding such words all too familiar though angry wasn’t quite the one she knew. Hate was the one she heard far too many times, and she could only sigh, not leaping to his defense either because she sympathized with Haskell’s woes toward his father because she sometimes felt the same in recent days. It was their situation to sort out, just as soon she would have to confront him about it too in a more damaging way. He couldn’t keep running from responsibility forever over depression. He was supposed to be who she relied on and a sorry might work on the kids but it wouldn’t work so easily on her. She would nod when he made the decision to continue on, though felt a sharp danger digging into her in the form of eyes. “Yes?” she mused, though feared the same question Haskell asked Khepri would come for her next. She did not like explaining her job to children in any gruesome detail but at least she always came home without much hesitation. She would go back to walk, encouraging Sheik to follow while she listened to whatever was on the baby's mind. table by rae - manip by amphi |
Sheik had not noticed her brother leaning on her before as she had been lost in thought, but the absence of him now caused her to feel hollow and cold especially when she thought of her parents moving out here and leaving them behind. Would Haskell go with them? She could only speculate unless she asked him. As her mother pointed to the mountains and spoke of caves, Sheik wanted to cringe but she only nodded her head in somewhat understanding. She would never want to live in some scary cave! She couldn't see the appeal of living out here, all alone. But she knew if her parents decided something and made up their minds that would be that. It only solidified her desire to learn to protect herself more if her parents weren't going to always be around.
She listened to Haskell question their father and she looked to Khepri, curious as to what he might say. She'd not gotten the impression he was angry with them... just sad over his sister, their aunt, and everything else he had to deal with. Being a grown up seemed really hard and scary and Sheik couldn't say she was looking forward to it. She missed the happy days when she and Hask were younger and had nothing more to worry about than when they were getting fed next. She watched in silence as her father tried to console her brother, then urged them to move on. She just nodded, a part of her eager to see what was so great about this lake. What seemed like eons ago she would have been excited to take this trip but now she just felt it was soured by Haskell's injury. Everything had become scarier to her even though she was not the one to get hurt. It was like all those warnings her mother had told her were coming true and that maybe... if she wasn't careful, she'd be next. Her gaze continued to linger on her mother and for a moment she forgot why until Sif spoke up, a quiet question raising her from her thoughts. |
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