There was a mild anxiousness within their eyes, having wished Ony would have been the one doing all the talking from this point on, if only to save them a little pain. Of course, they wouldn’t make this known as they took in a breath and tried to focus solely on the one before them, trying their hardest to ignore the agony they felt.
“Yes. An aunt uncle hehe. Since I didn’t care what I was called, I picked both,” they mused, their tail swaying behind them as they explained away what a Auncle was since probably no one else ever used it besides their nieces, having never heard anyone else utter it. It helped them feel more comfortable, not having to conform to one specific gender, preventing that dysmorphia they knew all too well over everyone calling them a girl no matter how much they tried to speak in third person to make it clear. It had been a habit since they could remember but they had been slightly trying to talk more properly in recent months.
At the follow up question, their ears pricked, and they had to think for a second, if only to rest their jaw a few extra moments before allowing the surge to find its way again into the bone.
“Two and more on the way! Nora is pregnant again! Dahlia and Hyacinthe, two gorgeous nieces from unkind circumstances. Cory wished they had been braver, acted instead of ran away,” they sighed, ocean blues drifting away and back toward the waters that splashed around from the currents of the wind. They wanted to explain what they meant by that, but it didn’t feel right bringing up a story Nora might not want to float around.
“Soldiers hurt all of my family a lot, Ony. Cory regrets ever being one once with each passin day for years and years,” they slumped, remembering their days as a cadet and newly turned soldier. How it all fell apart at the death of their father and the death of civilians alike. Their dreams had been shattered when reality wrote a different story than the fairytale in their head. They were no shining knight. No hero that stopped the evil doers. They were just a failure, over and over again, and what more; they were beaten by the true villains of the story. Destroyed nerves, a frail jaw. Brann couldn’t even lift his head up all the way anymore. The blood father of their nieces had been a traitor that cared more about sides than love. Caspian was always in jail. Mom was dead. Now even Onyxia was damaged too.
None of this was what they had wanted, what they had dreamed would be their future when they left the army all behind years ago. Dodging the treason on their shoulders had only resulted in more pain for others.