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The smell of iron permeated the cold air around him as he trudged through the snow, leaving a bloodied trail wherever he went. Crimson stained white with every step he took but he did nothing to staunch the bleeding; the injuries on his legs self-inflicted and left to bleed and fester for the time being. He'd grown bored and lashed out again, but with no real target he'd only had himself. Superficial marks had been made across flesh and bone and a deep red stained his black muzzle.
He paused near the lake, peering out into its icy waters from the forest. The trees were bare but his black fur blended in well with the deep browns of the bark surrounding him. He drifted in and out of shadows as he carried on, having nowhere in particular that he was going. He had no home here, and really he'd had no home since leaving his birth place. As he thought of his home he thought of how it had always felt off until he'd found Lye. Then he'd left with her and together they'd forged a path all their own. It hadn't been Tevinia or Mirahl he'd called home but her... she'd been his home. Now she was gone and while not dead, he was better off believing that than remembering she was married to another, living a life that was meant for the both of them and no one else. Sinclair lowered his muzzle to his foreleg, teeth grazing the open gashes as he drew his mind from thoughts of her to the pain instead. It was simpler that way, to focus on the pain and suffering than to think of what could have been. When the thoughts no longer lingered, he continue walking. Eventually, he heard steps behind him and stopped. His ears swiveled on his head. Was someone following him? His lavender eyes narrowed slightly and he turned around, facing the direction he'd come from and scanning the bare trees behind him. He spotted something moving amongst them, though her gray fur was hard to notice at first. A flash of purple caught his attention and he noticed that what followed him was most definitely another wolf. He growled, low in his chest, and stared her down wondering why she was following his blood stained trail. |
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Where her flat response might not garner interest in someone else, it pulled at him silently. He was not one to hope either, finding it tedious and pointless at best. Hope was a silly thing that often left you disappointed. And yet he sat here, clinging to the hope that he could move past his old life and onto something... better.
He did not respond at first and instead chose to watch her come closer in silence. He did not move, he did not growl and he did not speak. She was upon him then and he got a better look at her, her right shoulder and leg were covered in scars that dug through her thick gray fur. Her eyes shone a different hue of purple than his but were all to similar as he peered within them as she looked up at him, offering him help of all things. His first reaction was to say he did not need, or want help, and anyone with eyes could see that he had done this to himself. He lowered his chin to peer down at her, taking in her gaunt features and dimmed eyes. Again, his gaze shifted to her scars and unlike her he was not silent on the matter. Sinclair shifted his weight onto his less injured leg, blood still trailed down both limbs from the openly weeping wounds. He had to admit he felt a little dizzy now that he thought about it but that was no surprise given the amount of blood he'd lost. He then began to recline slowly, a show that he was now going anywhere and was perhaps willing to allow her to see to him if she saw fit. |
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She only entertained his first question with a heavy silence and an almost bored expression as she began to assess his wounds. It didn't take her long to do so and he only watched as she went to find something to patch him up with no doubt -- what she would return with he did not know considering the poor weather. She returned with moss and what looked like webbing of some sort only to press them to his wounds with dexterous skill despite her injury. It was obvious she knew what she was doing and had done so for much of her life. She reminded him of his faithful healer in that moment but where she had gone off too he did not know. She traveled these lands just as much as he and having no home meant it was hard to track one another consistently. He had no doubt she would turn up again at some point and so he did not fret for her.
His thoughts seemed to fade in and out of themselves as she worked and when he asked his second question, she stiffened visibly. He wondered if he'd struck a nerve and if she might yell at him but she only explained in a tense sort of tone. It was not a topic she enjoyed, that much he gathered. However, there were bits of what she said that he did not quite understand. Then their gazes caught one another and he felt a small shift in the air. She smiled, ever so faintly, and he bristled beneath her gaze as she asked about his wounds. He licked his bloodied lips, swiping away some of the crimson as he did so. His lids lowered slightly and and then the corner of his mouth peeled back in a half-smile. |
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Instead of glossing over his ignorance or ignoring it entirely, she answered in part and he was grateful.
He had only ventured to a bar once and tasted the sweet offerings they had; that was when he'd met the siren, Circe. He wondered if Lye lived within the walls of a city with her new husband and if she was... happy. He had never known her to be such a thing even when they were together so some part of him doubted and another part of him hoped she wasn't. He hoped she was as miserable as he was forevermore. Sinclair was not the forgiving type, nor was he the type to wish someone set free when he was still so caged himself. But before he could ask more about Rionnach or Saora their conversation dwindled somewhat and she appeared thoughtful, no doubt wondering about what he had said about his wounds and why. He wondered how long it would take her to realize he derived pleasure from pain and how much more longer it would take for her to run. When she didn't, he gaze his own pause and inclined his muzzle toward her as she introduced herself. The dark man glanced back down at his wounds, which were covered now in moss and web and had stopped their bleeding altogether. He had gone too far this time and perhaps if she had not found him he might have passed out and bled out. Not that he cared; what would anyone care for his death? His wife would not weep, his children would not know. He would be dust in the wind before anyone blinked and he'd be forgotten. A solemn look replaced his inquisitive expression and he looked back towards Ikrie. |
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He did not miss the amusement glimmering in her pale eyes and he had to wonder just what tickled her so. Did she think he was joking when he said he was dangerous? A part of him, somewhere deep and dark, wanted to show her but he had no succumbed to the monster in some time now and he'd like it to remain that way. He wasn't trying to intimidate her or frighten her but he did not wish to be brushed aside as harmless when he could very well snap at any moment. Still, she claimed to have bested someone before who was to say she could not best him. Dark ears flicked at the sound of her sigh, airy like the wind that gently brushed through the forest around them. "I have to find something else to occupy myself with now... I'm walking a fine line into a type of life my mother would not be proud of,"
He studied her curiously as she sat beside him, continuing on to ask what he did all day. A few moments passed as he contemplated what to say, mulling over the words in his mind before speaking them aloud. |